Intense full moon, dreams and relearning how to speak

Let's see if I can stabilize where and how I write.

Random thoughts up to once a day (2240 subscribers) here on my journal, this is a free space where I write for myself, I just decided to take some of it public, all if I can.

My main newsletter - one secret crazy story a week for my paid subscribers on loiclemeur.com (about 100 subscribers).

Going to write “how Aliens replaced my brain" that should do it for a first crazy weird story.

I posted my first post to paid subscribers and explained that it was a great exercise for me to write to a very small group and create a trusted garden. Comments already started to come in while I never get any on the public newsletters. Small is beautiful too. Still one free post a week for everyone on my main newsletter (about 15,000 subscribers).

We just released Zach Bell's talk "reimagining religion", he's writing a book about "the religion of no religion" and met his co-writer or who helps him write it at PAUA… I have also been kicking his butt for years to write a book about this. Very excited to see it coming.

I switched to Notion for a to-do list with my team Mihai and Celeste. Asana was an overkill heavyweight. I like that Notion has a "trello board" type view. I am also trying the AI option in Notion for documents, will play with it on my newsletter but so far I have not been convinced nor impressed. I hate that it adds thoughts I did not have. Sure, I know it's all about my prompts but here I am just using the "improve my writing" function in Notion and Mr AI just thought he should write things that were not true and that I cannot allow.

My dreams are really intense these days. In fact, everything is very intense, I wonder if it's the full moon. I'm sure many people would judge as crazy to think I'm influenced by the Moon but we all are just look at the impact on the ocean tides or dogs barking. Also I care too much about what people think. Correction, I am sure it's the full moon. Each time it's a full moon now I get also very intense myself. Yesterday night I woke up in the middle of the night as my curtains were all open and I closed all very fast. It wasn't really the light of the moon that felt intense, it felt more like the energy coming from the light. I know, that sounds crazy but whatever, this is my journal.

I have two guides these days, in addition to Magdalena always being the main guide, of course, it's the Jodorowsky Tarot (it's been for years) and the Gene Keys (I finally got it and just starting to study it for real).

Super interesting synchronicity here, I'm seeing synchronicities all day long now.

On the Tarot, I pulled "the Hermit" card and the Gene Keys key of the week (which they select based on the current "conditions") is Gene Key 33, Forgetting Mindfulness, Revelation.

The key is all about taking space alone and reflecting on the best moments of our lives, the worst "mistakes", and opening as much space as possible to receive.

So the Tarot and the Key are telling me to do the exact same thing.

See as few people as you can this week, meditate, and isolate. For me, writing is very healing, so I will add writing to that.

Talking about intense, I keep catching myself responding a bit too bluntly to people. I need to be watching what I say all the time and be conscious of it so I will re-read Nonviolent Communication. I also need to basically learn how to speak again; Magdalena recommends Hidden Language Codes.

Improving myself is a full-time job. Time for me to get back meditating for a while.